Satan really attacked me and discouraged me from seeking the Lord.
He would say,"God can't forgive u,u r too much of a sinner.God isn't listening to your prayers.just give up."
Sometimes satan would lie to me and say,"you blasphemed against the Holyspirit.God will never forgive u.There's no point seeking God,just kill yourself."
I was so very depressed because sometimes I believed the lies and thought God wasn't listening to me.
I also faced attacks that no one would really understand unless you ve been through it before.
Demons would say bad things and then convince me that I was the one thinking that and it wasn't them.it happened nomatter how much I tried and they would say God will never forgive u,just stop praying coz its no use.
Although I knew this wasn't true,when God was silent there were times I began believing it.
I was always praying against this and I was so very depressed and would always cry to God about it.
This all stopped the day I got baptised with the Holyspirit.praise God!
And Jesus told me,"satan was trying to discourage you but he is the father of lies.do not ever believe him because every word that comes from him is a lie.you have not blasphemed and satan wanted you to give up but everything he said is a lie.every word that comes from his mouth is a lie.Do not fear because he is powerless,the only power he has is what was given to him."
I have shared this here because a lot of people face similar discouragement when seeking God.
There is no sin too great,just focus on seeking the Lord and he will answer.
Do not giveup on seeking God.
When I came to the Lord,Before I got baptised with the Holyspirit,when we were seeking the Lord.
Written by
Zipporah Mushala
— October 22, 2014
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